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Oct 19

If you really knew me.

If you really knew me you would know that I am not the happy person you see. If you really knew me you would know that this smile on my face is a mask that hides my pain. I don’t like telling my feelings, and I keep them inside. If you asked anyone who knows me they would tell you im the happiest person they’ve ever met. But thats far from true. My closest friends don’t even know the real me.  If you really knew me then you would know that before these H.I.B.’s I was bullied everyday to the point where I am still terrified to come to school. If you really knew me you would know that I don’t trust easily and that whenever someone looks at me I worry about what they’re thinking about me. And the few people I do trust I’m terrified of them turning against me one day.

If you really knew me you would know that I am stupid and I let others take advantage of me. I allow people to call me names and use me how ever they want. If you really knew me you would know that I try to do anything to be accepted in this world. If you really knew me you would know that I allowed a guy who I thought loved me take advantage and turn my life upside down. If you really knew me you would know that he still stalks me to this day and that I am constantly looking over my shoulder afraid that he is going to appear. If you really knew me you would know that I am afraid to date someone and terrified that they might hurt me some more.

If you really knew me then you would know that I am trying to figure out my purpose in life. I wonder why people are mean and why they do the things they do. If you really knew me then you would know that I try to be a good person, that I help others before I help myself and that I would rather have see other peoples happiness then my own. If you really knew me then you would know that my life has been an upside down roller coaster. Ive had some good times, and a ton of bad ones. If you really kmew me you would know that I love animals, and that I would rescue them all if I could. If you really knew me then you would know that I have wanted to be a veterinarian since I was three years old and that I will do anything to make my dream come true.

If you really knew me you would know that I don’t really know who I am. The girl I used to be has seemed to wither away and has seized to exist. If you really knew me you would know that it took a lot of courage to write this and tell everyone my inner thoughts and feelings. If you really knew me then you would know tthat I hope to find my purpose in life, and follow my dreams until they become my reality.

Jun 28

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Hmmmmmmmmmm my phone! :)

Jun 28

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Hiii hun whats up

Jun 26
Not Tht good but good enough

Not Tht good but good enough

Jun 26
I Miss u&#160;!!!

I Miss u !!!

May 31
Cupcakes of old 90s shows

Cupcakes of old 90s shows

May 22
therevolutiongirl:

If this gets a million notes I will come out to my family.


Gay rights

therevolutiongirl:

If this gets a million notes I will come out to my family.

Gay rights
May 10

Hi

  • I believe that one day unicorns will take over the world!!!! : D
Apr 24
This is my puppy ceecee I love her

This is my puppy ceecee I love her

Apr 24
Hiii

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